Gunshot Shuffle
Sitting in the brisk March wind,
the air is cold and clear
sitting out the warm April days
speculating with close friends
"Does she like me or not?"
Sitting through the endless days
of classroom games
making strategy for the test.
Stealing the teacher's chalk
cutting class to escape the gripe
and all the time
there was a war.
You wouldn't know it
among gay whirling lights
when the fair was here
when our stomachs laughed
from the gay rides
we took for fifty cents.
You wouldn't know the war was on
when we sat together at baseball games
talking about friends.
A thousand roses bloomed this spring
before they were cut off.
Every blossom
a expression of agony
the war was far away.
Lottery boy must wonder.
A mixed up kid on a roller coaster.
How long will he last?
Who's going to get him?
what's to eat in the Army cans today?
There is no darkness here like over there.
A place of hell where blood is wet and mud smells fecal.
There's a forest of corpses
where skin is gray like clouds at night.
Only two shot dead on patrol today.
Ambushed in the bamboo trees.
One is a redneck, too young to shave.
The other was burrowed by ticks
sucked by leaches
swarming with ants
who crawl up his nose
into his stomach
and eat his body inside out.
They are without fault now
free of the walking heel.
Their families wilt from the sorrow
of their boys coming home
in wood boxes.
Somebody has to fight.
Meanwhile, we herd ourselves like sheep
in the hot Sun.
Father of millions of red noses
and dark tans.
The President watches a baseball game.
Nursing himself, after yesterday's news conference...
and more taxes will solve everything.
The dice roll.
The spinning wheel claims its number.
The Presidents don't change.
Each as delicate as a blossom.
Teased by match stick anger of the people.
Why?
Because you're old enough to die
but too young to vote...
that's the catch.
Chapter Three, Thoughts
© Copyright 1996 Michael G. Gibbins